I've messed up my life , and You died for my sins . I never meant to do this on purpose Lord I just wasn't smart enough , now I see it . I know I've been raised to believe You will take care of things if I trust You but I'm so afraid now of what's going to happen. I can't live like this anymore , HELP ME I BEG YOU JESUS , or please let me die a death of natural causes NOW. |